im lost

im lost thinking about what i will do after i graduate...well its it even easy now to figure out what i am doing with my time...i do have a lot to do for school but then i dont have much motivation...well my scholarship today should act as an incentive to do better...i was so happy when i got that email...i feel when a person really wants something it just comes to them...no matter where they are or what they are doing...asking the lord faithfully and sincerely does miracles...we might not have the power to give sight back to the blind and words back to the mute but we can always try and pray...may be it will work...in school we learn that we all the light of christ in ourselves...well in that case we can perfrom miracles and achieve things...we just need to feel it in our heart....the scholarship will help me immensely by covering some of the tuition cost off my father and my shoulder...today i went and picked up some ugly pictures of me...they were not impressive at all...but monique had created a nice magazine cover with my image in it...i was really impressed to see it...i hope someday i can be really on that cover haha or may be some other magazine...this post is short cuz i just want to relax today...but what i would like to share with everyone is...keep your mind open keep your options open...and pray sincerely...i dont care who you pray to but pray with faith...if you seek god he will come to you...but you have to seek ONLY him...